Sadams Gone For Now

Sadams Gone For Now

In the midst of his lucid dreams

From the battle of his teams

On the lazy ocean frontiers

Like

Fallen brothers

A squashed fly

An intruded sanctuary

Dying

Rest peacefully now hes gone

SOCIETY

The sea's only gifts are harsh blows and, occasionally, the chance to feel strong. Now, I don't know much about the sea, but I do know that that's the way it is here. And I also know how important it is in life not to necessarily be strong but to feel strong, to measure yourself at least once, to find yourself at least once in the most ancient of human conditions, facing blind, deaf stone alone, with nothing to help you but your own hands and your own head. With todays day and age everyone is pressured to be like each other or the next person on the catalog ,steeping even lower then addicts. Most addicts know there addicted but the "followers" don't even know that its wrong. So I ask a question is it better to be poisoned by this society or better to live in the wild.

So many people live within unhappy circumstances and yet will not take the initiative to change their situation because they are conditioned to a life of security, conformity, and conservatism, all of which may appear to give one peace of mind, but in reality nothing is more dangerous to the adventurous spirit within a man than a secure future. The very basic core of a man's living spirit is his passion for adventure. The joy of life comes from our encounters with new experiences, and hence there is no greater joy than to have an endlessly changing horizon, for each day to have a new and different sun. I believe that homeless people have more fun then the average human being yes they do not have homes and yes most don't have money but they are adventurist and every day is like a new one. What I mean by this is that everyday is the same routine and the same responsibilities and a homeless person has no worries but the basics , food ,water and shelter. He is not exposed to the life of luxury as we are. All we ever want is more and more. I am not to be excluded of course. I too have faults like any other being. But rather than love, than money, than faith, than fame, than fairness... give me truth. But in this society is that even possible. You see If we admit that human life can be ruled by reason, then all possibility of life is destroyed. Surely all Americans have the right to give their money only to those causes which they support. But what kind of society has this created? A society where the ignorant reign. A society where enlightened must hold their tongues. A nation whose politicians must profess half-hearted devotion to an ancient fable or face the disastrous consequences of speaking their true mind.

I believe that it is better to live within the circle of truth. Circle of truth is when you know what you are up against and your "peers" do to and will try everything in their power to stop the unfortunate ways of life. Basically when you know what is beneath the surface. When you know what reality and what is fiction. I have come to a conclusion and that is that based on this essay. That this society is poisoned by lies but you didn't need me to tell you that. I think you might have figured that out already but I fear that it is too late. Beneath this skin there is more than flesh. Beneath this skin there is an idea and ideas are bulletproof. I've heard that ideas can change the world so why not this one. To change the way we think to think as the selfless ones why cant we be like them. No longer to be poisoned by civilization i want to flee, and walk alone upon the land to become lost in the wild.

Disclaimer: I used quotes that are not in quotations because I wanted it to flow.

FIGHT OR FLIGHT

Many soldiers enlist in the army and are rewarded in money and honor. But when you are stop loss you suddenly feel hurt and betrayed by your country. What once was a privileged is now a burden. You see stop loss is when you fulfill your time in war and the army needs more soldiers so they extend your time in the army. Soldiers feel trapped and miss their families dearly. So what do they do ? Either they fight or they flight.

When someone talks about the quote "Fight or Flight" it either means you'll stay and fight this battle or flight , you'll run from this battle. This "response" is an answer to stress believe it or not. When one is stressed you ask yourself fight or flight (Adrenaline). But in this case it means the complete opposite. What I'm asking here is not if you'll fight for your country because technically you already did. I feel any more then that is not fair. It's validating your contract and ones trust. It really makes people question the government and how sick and twisted their minds really are. There is a fine line between duty and favors. What a soldier dose is not a duty it's a favor. What I'm asking here is will you stand up for yourself and for your family and "flight". Many soldiers feel violated so they do what they have to do to get away from this. They run , they try to escape from the army to go home as they were once promised. Some decided to fight and stay with the army while all their friends go on home. You are left behind either to live or to die. So now were left with a question. Who is right in this argument and who is wrong. Are the soldiers right for staying and being loyal to their country and military commander. Or are the people who run to escape the burdens of war right?

Really there is no right and no wrong. Many might feel that the people who run are being arrogant . Some feel that the government is selfish and disloyal. Some feel that it's an obligation to serve. Some feel its an honor. Everybody has opinions and everyone does what they think is necessary. I believe that ,even though you put in their own two cents , that soldier couldn't care less and will do everything in his power to protect himself and his family.

Hey Guys

Hey Guys

This is a song I wrote in the summer and it was based on a song from one of my favorite bands, can anyone guess, leave a comment and tell me if you do.

Hello lovelies

Hey guys

Hello Lovelies

Hey guys so I am finally ready to post more videos on youtube and thought I share some ideas with you. I've done videos before but now I'm going to do different types of videos like tutorials. Here are the ideas: Showing you how to cook a couple of my recipes , reviewing books that I read and I think are worth reading , playing guitar , creating looks, etc. Now I'm not claiming to be a guru because I'm not that into fashion at least I don't show that I am but everyone's entitled to an opinion and I want to share mine with whoever wants to listen. I don't really care if people see this and be like oh she's not really like that she's a fake, she's copying people because I'm doing it because I think it's fun and it's for ppl who wanna watch and if you don't wanna watch then don't ,no ones shoving it down your throat. Sorry that was a little intense but I hate people who post nasty comments and who are haters. Other then that I watched the ugly truth today it was a great movie very funny. So I'll talk you soon and have a great day. And I almost forgot if any of you have any request to either check out a book or check out your recipe or a product just message me in my inbox at youtube it's F9tfan.

Hey guys I hope your good and enjoying your summer. Well I had a slow day today and at around 12 am I wrote a song and it was the second song I wrote on my guitar. The first song I wrote I copied a tune from a unknown band and the second I wrote by myself, tune and everything. It took 10 min and I still have to finalize it and I love it and I'm so proud of it. I was actually on the computer and I was reading a friends post and this whole chorus just came in my head it was so weird so then I started singing the chorus and then I realized who I was singing about I never noticed  bec I was just singing this chorus for 2  min and then I start singing  about our time  together and before I knew it the whole song was about this person I didn't write it down just recorded it and I still have to fix some lyrics and finalize it. bec I just sang what was in my heart like I was talking to that person on the phone and the words poured out and then I listened to it and I'm like wow this is a good song. I really want to record it again and post it on youtube but the thing is I have a horrible voice like horrendous so I think I'll only post the lyrics. So look out this whole week for it and I'll post it. 

Hey guys I just wanted to tell you about my day. Well it started out with me waking up and being bored and then me worrying about my SAT's. Now i have to go to my cousins house to tutor them. i am so exhausted and the weather is so icky. It's humid and it's raining. I still have to buy the kaplan 2010 version and i have to record elvis and annbelle i am so exited. i'm gonna start posting videos on youtube again and im gonna try to keep it as least boring as possible. I'm gonna be posting vidoes about stuff that nobody really cares about but still i think its fun.So any request just message me on youtube. www.youtube.com/f9tfan and enjoy your day. 

Todays my first day with a blog and so far it's great. I am exhausted tomorrow is my aunts birthday and we will probably have a party. i just came back form my cousins house we just had language classes with my brother Abram and my 2 cousins. Everybody check out dsk jewlery and their 3rd giveaway enter and win. dskjewelry.blogspot.com and enjoy.